Update after doctor

Just back from the doctors. She basically told me to stick with the pill I’m on for the next 3 months, make healthy food choices, put up with the constant hunger and go for a blood test to check my haemoglobin.

 I felt like utter crap coming out from there. Still do. I’m trying not to cry. Got out from the doctors and got myself a massive icecream and a packet of malteasters…. both of which I polished off in under 10 minutes. I just want to go home and go to bed and have a good cry for myself.

Sorry for such a rotten blog, but I’ve no one around to talk to and I feel like my heads going to go boom any minute.

6 Comments so far

  1. motherof9 @ July 11th, 2008

    hey, we are here for you — what pills are you on? she didn’t give you any other info? sounds like the hemaglobin test means that she is also worried about your iron intake….
    don’t ever feel like you can’t cry on our shoulders! whish i was there to give you a big hug {{{{{}}}}}} internet hugs will have to do for now…. love ya!

  2. LittleFlower @ July 11th, 2008

    It’s dianette….. it’s not supposed to make you hungry, but I’ve been feeling constantly hungry for 3 months now… and exhausted…. and it’s starting to get to me. And the colour on my face has started changing. I’ve got brown marks all around my eyes and forehead making my look a bit panda-like…. not good.

  3. JustJane47 @ July 11th, 2008

    I’m sending hugs your way too. Sorry for the doctor visit turning out that way.

    Its ok to go have a good cry, sometimes thats just what we need.

    Lets hope this next test tells us something, otherwise maybe think about getting a second opinion. Big Hugs

  4. angie @ July 11th, 2008

    Aww, I’m so sorry things didn’t work out the way you’d hoped, but try not to beat yourself up. We all have moments of weakness, and remember that we are here for you!! Scream, yell, whatever you need to do to get past this, and then get right back on track. You can do this and we are here to help, whether you want to cry or celebrate your successes, we are going to do it right along with you!! Hugs and stay strong!! xoxo

  5. kellyluck @ July 11th, 2008

    I’m sorry to hear you aren’t feeling well. Go ahead and cry sometimes it is what we need to relieve the stresses of life. It can clear your head of unnecessary thoughts. I hope you get to feeling better, it is awful when you feel bad all the time. I also suffer from something that no one can tell me anything about-not even a name. I am always tired, and sometimes the only thing that makes me feel better is to eat something I probabley shouldn’t. I have not exercised for the past week because I have felt just plain exhausted-for no reason. I fell not to bad today so I may attempt a walk on my treadmill. I hope the Dr.’s figure out your ailment and you get to feeling better. hugs to you.

  6. kamaperry @ July 12th, 2008

    Will be praying for you too. Keep us posted, and crying is good for the soul, I beleive. hugs!

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